Monday, July 18, 2011

The Two Confession Letters of Albert Fish

Letter #1 The Confession of Killing Gracie Budd



"My dear Mrs. Budd,
In 1894 a friend of mine shipped as a deck hand on the Steamer Tacoma, Capt. John Davis.  They sailed from San Francisco for Hong Kong China.  On arriving there he and two others went ashore and got drunk.  When they returned the boat was gone.
At that time there was famine in China. Meat of any kind was from $1 to 3 Dollars a pound.  So great was the suffering among the very poor that all children under 12 were sold for food in order to keep others from starving.  A boy or girl under 14 was not safe in the street.  You could go in any shop and ask for steak -- chops -- or stew meat.  Part of the naked body of a boy or girl would be brought out and just what you wanted cut from it.  A boy or girls behind which is the sweetest part of the body and sold as veal cutlet brought the highest price.
John staid there so long he acquired a taste for human flesh.  On his return to N.Y. he stole two boys one 7 one 11.  Took them to his home stripped them naked tied them in a closet.  Then burned everything they had on.  Several times every day and night he spanked them -- tortured them -- to make their meat good and tender.
First he killed the 11 year old boy, because he had the fattest ass and of course the most meat on it. Every part of his body was Cooked and eaten except the head -- bones and guts.  He was Roasted in the oven (all of his ass), boiled, broiled, fried and stewed.  The little boy was next, went the same way.  At that time, I was living at 409 E 100 st., near -- right side.  He told me so often how good Human flesh was I made up my mind to taste it.
On Sunday June the 3 --1928 I called on you at 406 W 15 St.  Brought you pot cheese -- strawberries.  We had lunch.  Grace sat in my lap and kissed me.  I made up my mind to eat her.
On the pretense of taking her to a party.  You said Yes she could go.  I took her to an empty house in Westchester I had already picked out.  When we got there, I told her to remain outside.  She picked wildflowers.  I went upstairs and stripped all my clothes off.  I knew if I did not I would get her blood on them.
When all was ready I went to the window and called her.  Then I hid in a closet until she was in the room.  When she saw me all naked she began to cry and tried to run down the stairs.  I grabbed her and she said she would tell her mamma.
First I stripped her naked.  How she did kick -- bite and scratch.  I choked her to death, then cut her in small pieces so I could take my meat to my rooms.  Cook and eat it.  How sweet and tender her little ass was roasted in the oven.  It took me 9 days to eat her entire body.  I did not fuck her tho I could of had I wished.  She died a virgin."

©TruTv

Letter #2 The Disturbing Account of Eating Billy Gaffney
"I brought him to the Riker Ave. dumps. There is a house that stands alone, not far from where I took him....I took the boy there. Stripped him naked and tied his hands and feet and gagged him with a piece of dirty rag I picked out of the dump. Then I burned his clothes. Threw his shoes in the dump. Then I walked back and took the trolley to 59 St. at 2 A.M. and walked from there home.


Next day about 2 P.M., I took tools, a good heavy cat-of-nine tails. Home made. Short handle. Cut one of my belts in half, slit these halves in six strips about 8 inches long. I whipped his bare behind till the blood ran from his legs. I cut off his ears -- nose --slit his mouth from ear to ear. Gouged out his eyes. He was dead then. I stuck the knife in his belly and held my mouth to his body and drank his blood.


I picked up four old potato sacks and gathered a pile of stones. Then I cut him up. I had a grip with me. I put his nose, ears and a few slices of his belly in the grip. Then I cut him through the middle of his body. Just below the belly button. Then through his legs about 2 inches below his behind. I put this in my grip with a lot of paper. I cut off the head -- feet -- arms-- hands and the legs below the knee. This I put in sacks weighed with stones, tied the ends and threw them into the pools of slimy water you will see all along the road going to North Beach.


I came home with my meat. I had the front of his body I liked best. His monkey and pee wees and a nice little fat behind to roast in the oven and eat. I made a stew out of his ears -- nose -- pieces of his face and belly. I put onions, carrots, turnips, celery, salt and pepper. It was good.
Then I split the cheeks of his behind open, cut off his monkey and pee wees and washed them first. I put strips of bacon on each cheek of his behind and put them in the oven. Then I picked 4 onions and when the meat had roasted about 1/4 hour, I poured about a pint of water over it for gravy and put in the onions. At frequent intervals I basted his behind with a wooden spoon. So the meat would be nice and juicy.


In about 2 hours, it was nice and brown, cooked through. I never ate any roast turkey that tasted half as good as his sweet fat little behind did. I ate every bit of the meat in about four days. His little monkey was a sweet as a nut, but his pee-wees I could not chew. Threw them in the toilet." 


©Ath: Real Killers: Albert Fish


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This plus others murders is what made Albert Fish so notorious. He loved pain and frequently made his victims whip his bare behind until it bled with a self made paddle covered in nine inch nails. He would then tie up the children and whip then with a cat-o'-nine tails which Fish become sexually aroused by. 


Albert Fish had many disgusting fetishes including coprophagia (consumption of feces) and urolagnia (drinking urine), Infibulation (suturing the foreskin), Sado-Masochism, Flagellation (getting whipped or beat), Castration (cutting of male/female genitals), Self-Castration, Exhibitionism (exposing naked parts of the body to public), Voyeurism (spying on people having sex), Pedophilia (raping smaller children), Penilinctio (referring to fellatio), Fellatio (oral sex), Cunnilingus (oral sex performed on a female--"eating out") Anilingus (licking the anus), Fetishism (sexually aroused by inanimate objects), Hyperotism (using pet names), and Cannibalism (eating the flesh of another human).


Fish also inserted needles into his rectum and scrotum that he sometimes could not remove (Picquerur Acts). In the end Fish was caught and sentenced to die in the electric chair and some even speculate that the first time they shocked him the chair shorted out because of the needles (this has never been proven). Sadly the memories of what Albert Fish died will continue to haunt our minds for a long time to come. 












74 comments:

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    1. why would you say that? you sound like a sicko. Freaking perv

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    2. i dont see anything wrong with him saying that...i also am interested, what''s wrong, i'll become a cannibalist too? bruh what's wrong with finding killers interesting

      if we think about this psychologically, it is interesting because how could a person do something like that?

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    3. I agree with Stickman Gamer ..it's facts and even as sick as it, it is interesting to know how a sick mind thinks.

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    4. I know right it is kina sick but I think it is really interesting...it is fun to read serial killers quotes or dairy and to know how they thought

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  2. I'm so happy grace budd died she deserves to be eaten

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    1. That is evil and quite disturbing you feel this way about a 10 year old girl. If you find happiness from that you don't deserve to be free,you deserve to be in an electric chair like Albert.

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    2. WHAT?? Care to explain why Sir.

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    3. I dont find this happy, but satisfactory.

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    4. You realise he's jus trying to provoke a response.

      And anyway as long as he/she never actually does something like this then who the fuck cares what they write in a comment section ��

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    5. Oh my god, you are such a damned dickheaded monster!!!!!!

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    6. Sam you sick fuck. I would love to meet you and beat the shit out of your ass and feed it to you. Disgusting piece of shit. I will share your post with the police so the jail birds can have their way with you, devil.

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    7. Sam you sick fuck. I would love to meet you and beat the shit out of your ass and feed it to you. Disgusting piece of shit. I will share your post with the police so the jail birds can have their way with you, devil.

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    8. im not going to critasize you BUT can you at least tell me why

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    9. Sam perky is just a fat bored redit user that lives to piss people off because having his dick in his hand no longer works and his mom won't let him fuck his cousin amymore.

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  3. If you even think that's funny, you deserve the same thing as this sicko. Not referring to death. Death would be relief. I'm referring to the eternal burning and gnashing of teeth and torture this man is feeling in HELL! You want a scary true story? Read and think about hell. See if you think it's funny. Don't believe in hell? Even if I didn't believe in something, just the slightest chance/possibility it could be and I could have to go there to a place like that, would make me want to change everything. Grow up man!!!

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    1. Hell doesn't exist, the earth is enough for me.

      I found this interesting, not funny, few things are funny for me.

      I would do this if i had the opportunity.

      Thing i wouldn't do is write a letter, i would save that secret for myself.

      If you ask, i am already grown up, i've made my plans.

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    2. You are disgusting.

      Hell does exist.

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    3. You are disgusting.

      Hell does exist.

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    4. Replying to your own comments, do you get aroused by that? You disgusting fetishist.

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    5. Hell does exist.... we are living in it right now.

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    6. Hell does exist.... we are living in it right now.

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  4. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=G0yo8BREgD0

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    1. Sam perkey kill yerself you POS Bitch

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    2. Listen to it backwards and it contains part of the letter.

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  5. If i got ahold of this man, had I lived then, he would never see jail. I'd happly invite him to my home where he'd have a final residence for the rest of his miserable two week life. He would definately regret his actions I promise.

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    1. I'm fairly certain that this guy was fucked up enough that any 'torture' you could decide for him would just turn him on... He's just a sick fuck.

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    2. I'm fairly certain that this guy was fucked up enough that any 'torture' you could decide for him would just turn him on... He's just a sick fuck.

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  6. I can't believe how many people are commenting on this after so long! Comment section could be a bit nicer but I can't please everyone I suppose

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  7. Is it not strange that the months of February and March, seem to be provoking the people of a similar mindset, here?
    A three year gap, then almost a full year gap, and this goes unnoticed by everyone?
    Don't tell me it's coincidence

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    1. I'm reading this on February 26, 2017 :/

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    2. I'm reading this on February 26, 2017 :/

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  8. Is it not strange that the months of February and March, seem to be provoking the people of a similar mindset, here?
    A three year gap, then almost a full year gap, and this goes unnoticed by everyone?
    Don't tell me it's coincidence

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  9. I didn't think some people would actually like what he did. I'm in shock.

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  12. Wow just wow I have no words reading this made me sick even though I am 10 years old

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    1. No, you're not ten years old. ...why lie?

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  13. Well.. then.. I.. umm.. I honestly an terrified now..

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  14. Sam Perky and People are nice: You are disgusting you both belong in a mental ward. You're sick for even typing such a reply. What he did was wrong and if you can't see it may you be damned.

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    1. Angel phantom give Don't bother wasting your breath.
      Those kinds of people are just as twisted as FISH was (in their own minds, you see)
      They are the weak and crazy self tortured nuts.
      Always wanting attention, the more reaction they get, the more they crave.
      They get joy at the misery of others and post stupid and insane commentary to rouse the readers.
      Shitty actions by shitty people with shitty thoughts because their mommy didn't breastfeed long enough.

      People is nice... SMH...
      Does it make you feel HARD and tough that people think you're crazy or sick, do you believe that if people believe your demented that you won't be ridiculed or picked on!?
      You have it twisted, my friend!
      This is the real world not 6th grade, where bullies avoid the crackpots because you might be haunted.. weehheeww... Spooky, NOT
      Didn't even take the time to choose a name with proper English...not the criminal mastermind who could get away with cheating an English test, MUCHLESS carry out these kind of acts and get away with it.
      SMH.
      You TRY SO HARD TO STAND OUT AND BE DIFFERENT, SO YOULL BE NOTICED... Moron!
      You're pathetic. Your comments are pathetic and NO ONE WILL EVER LOOK UP TO YOU, ADMIRE YOU OR IMMORTALIZE you.
      Looooosser!

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    2. Wouldnt agree. See i might just be a 15 year old mentally ill edgy kid. But its not about attention. Its about controversy. Its true if u showed them understanding like i do they would not give a fuck. But the thing is i believe understanding another person is the key. I dont feel anything positive or negative towards the victims. Bc everyone cares about them. But put yourself in the others skin. People cant help their sexual fetishes. I believe that kibd of thing starts in the persons early childhood and spreads out into their adulthood. My sociopathic and psychopati thoughts and tendencies are all about the course of my childhood events. I think we should view criminal as people not inhuman monsters bc they are only people. Just flawed

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  15. theres even a song about this guy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G0yo8BREgD0

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  16. May these children rest in peace. They didn't deserve what they went though.

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  17. im not trying to be rude BUT you know who may also be messed grace budds mother like really think about that being sent to you and read by your son THIS IS CRUWEL

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    1. I'm WITH YOU!
      Imagine, the guilt and blame that she carried... Knowing she and the father allowed this man to hold their child, break bread with him... Just to watch her walk out with a man you trusted and he did this.imagine the pain as reading these words..
      Especially reading, "she said she would tell her Mom"
      One of the last thoughts she had, MOMMY CAN SAVE YOU.
      BUT MOMMY NEVER CAME.
      I CANT IMAGINE WHAT SUFFERIN YOU THEY ENDURED.

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  18. I learned about Albert from the video "secrets of wysteria"

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  19. This is actually really disturbing... I never knew about him until that weird song... Like I feel like the world was messed up back then and now it could get worse. I wish that it never happened to those poor children.

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  22. If u feel happy eating humans thats really cool thing. Loved this. I haven't ate any human flesh uptonow but I would love to have it one day.

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  23. Unbelievable, the levels of immaturity that this sort of thing brings out. I would say the majority of these comments are posted simply to gain attention and the responses that were so readily given. You, who responded with horror to these posts, gave them exactly what they wanted. It astounds me, the amount of mental issues that seem to bleed out of the wood work in response to articals about serial killers and worse. Humankind never fails to disgust me.

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  24. شركتنا من المتميزون في اعمال الاصلاح بدون هدم او تكسير من خلال شركة ركن البيت التي تقدم الكثير والكثير في عمل اللازم وتصحيح الاخطاء التي تسببها تسريبات المياه فنحن مثلا

    شركة كشف تسربات المياه بجدة تقدم خدمة لعمل الاصلاح بدون اي خراب ونقدم النصيحة للعملاء بالابتعاد عن الاعمال التي تؤدي الي هذا الخراب فتعاملك مع شركة كشف تسربات بجدة لديها الخبرة الكافية تساعدك في الحفاظ علي منزلك كما اننا نتمكن في اننا سوف نرتقي بخدمة لاننا نقوم بالعمل السليم لها كما يوجد لدينا خدمات العوازل التي تمنع التسريبات من الاسقف لكم والحوائط والخزانات من خلال شركة تسمي الاولي في مجالها لذلك نحن نقدم شركة عزل خزانات بالرياض التي تعتبر في عل الخزانات الارضية من الداخل بواسطة مواد متميزة كما نقدم لكم شركة عزل اسطح بالرياض لعمل العوازل التي تمنع جميع التسريبات في الاسقف

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  25. hahaha all these edgy fucks that are saying "i'd do this too" wouldn't dare- pay them no notice guys.
    this article was very disturbing, but one part threw me off. under "disgusting fetishes" you've listed stuff like pet names, fellatio etc. i dont think these are particularly vile?

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  26. i never really thought i could be scared by anything but this has me deeply disturbed. i feel a little bit sick

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  27. So weird, how did Fish ever get to a point he mentally could rationalize these actions to himself, and how he ritualized and fetishized these acts is truly disturbing these children did not deserve what they got in any way, poor children never deserved to be tortured or raped.

    That said I am extremely curious about cannibalism myself and would love to try human steaks sometime; I however understand how deviant such behavior is and how frowned upon one would eho engages in it, let alone the absurd moral implications and hurdles in even acquiring human steaks. Seriously how does one morally and legally get their hands on himan flesh without killing someone, definitely not an easy task. So far I am convinced the only proper way would be to approach deathrow inmates and have them give you permission to butcher them for meat after their execution in a written and taped will. Oh well I suppose some things we are never meant to experience or know.

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  28. @Peopleisnice..
    You're a sick fuck. I wish nothing but the worst and most terrible acts to befall you throughout your entire life. Even if you don't mean what you say, the fact that you find anything whatsoever amusing about this thread makes you perverse beyond comprehension. Do the world a favor, and go suck on a tailpipe.

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  29. The fruits saying they want to eat human flesh..well it's a smoke screen,put up to shroud what it is they REALLY desire. An excuse to have other boys monkeys and pee wee in their mouths.. and swallow the peewees...that's what it's really about.not to be some dark wicked cannibal. But a lover of pee wees and monkeys in the drooling mouth.that way,at least for a moment while the pee wees are draining down their throats they can pretend to be a lady like they so wish they were.

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  31. The fairy's who say they want to eat human meat are in fact throwing up a smoke screen to shroud what it is they REALLY desire..a gold plated excuse to have many,many boys monkeys and pee wees in their mouths..and the juice of the pee wees in their tummy's.and they can wear wear thongs and pretend to be lady's...slobbering and drooling with unbridled desire passion and hunger.. while at the same time cursing the monkey and pee wees that is making his bikini bottoms bulge unnatural.

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  32. The fairy's who say they want to eat human meat are in fact throwing up a smoke screen to shroud what it is they REALLY desire..a gold plated excuse to have many,many boys monkeys and pee wees in their mouths..and the juice of the pee wees in their tummy's.and they can wear wear thongs and pretend to be lady's...slobbering and drooling with unbridled desire passion and hunger.. while at the same time cursing the monkey and pee wees that is making his bikini bottoms bulge unnatural.

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